Sorry So Long.

Um, wow. It's definitely been a while.
I mean: HOLY CRAP IT'S BEEN TWO AND A HALF MONTHS since I've written on here.
Seriously, though. Nobody reads my posts anyway, so what's the point?

Ah well, I enjoy it.

The past two months have been weird. That's the only word I can come up with to sum up everything that's happened.

Let's see:
After the anniversary, Kevin was nothing but lovey-dovey. It was a different, but very cool adjustment. I don't mean that as, "Gosh, he's never romantic!" Just ... he hadn't been in a while.

I remember having a conversation with him quite a few times about our relationship. At one point I didn't think I could handle it anymore. And, on the other end of the spectrum, I was head over heels in love with him. Which is not to say that I'm not still in love with him. Because I totally am. I swear. It's just, you know, he's a boy.

We talked about our future together, and how we want things to work out. Not only solely between us, but just everything in life to ... come together. It doesn't seem as though things will come together soon, sadly.

We got into a couple of arguments, of course. But none of them were so intense to send me over the edge.

Not that this has anything to do with an argument, but I remember one day in particular in June when Kevin came over to my house. He had a school project to do that entailed pictures on a posterboard. He had to come up with a Mission Statement and talk about what he really wanted out of life. He wrote that he'd always wanted to be a rockstar, no matter how silly that may sound to anybody else. He came over to my house to take pictures of the two of us, because the other thing he wants out of life is to have a family and live comfortably. We took pictures of the house as well as us out by our pool in the backyard.
Later, we were in my room together and as he looked around, he said, "So, where is your Twilight poster?" I told him, "I don't have one. As you can see, there is no room for one." After taking pictures of the house and us inside and outside of it, he went back outside and went to his car while I was sitting in the grass in the front yard. He came back in my direction with a poster that he had bought the day before. It, of course, was of Twilight. He was just trying to trick me and make sure that I didn't have a poster before he gave it to me.
We sat in the grass for a long time until the feeling of the grass blowing against his arms finally got to him; it feels like bugs crawling to me, so I wasn't surprised.

Anyway, Kev is on his way up to The School Zone.
I better get going :]

-Lindsay